Well...some more...in case you haven't had enough :P

A lil dose of Narcissism... :))) :P

Toh phir aao, mujhko satao...
Toh phir aao, mujhko rulao...

Dil baadal bane, aankhen behne lage....
Aahein aese uthe, jaise aandhi chale....
Gham le ja tere, jo bhi tune diye...
Ya phir mujhko bataa, inko kaise sahe...

Toh phir aao...

Chandi Jaisa Rang HAi Tera HD Video By NJ

It's so true that music brings us closer to ourselves, stripping off the mask of self-deceit...and coming so close to our own selves is often a not-so pleasant experience...it only familiarises us with the repressed thoughts and emotions...being sensitive is indeed a sin committed upon our souls...
Why do composers and lyricists create such melancholic melodies and poignant tracks that inevitably transport us to a different world, one that we have left far behind??

Galtiyon se juda wo bhi nahi, main bhi nahi...
Dono insaan hai, khuda wo bhi nahi, main bhi nahi...
Wo mujhe aur main use ilzaam dete hai magar,
Apne andar jhankte wo bhi nahi, main bhi nahi...
Galat fahmiyon ne kar di dono me paida dooriyan,
Varna fitrat ke bure wo bhi nahi, main bhi nahi...
Is ghumti zindagi me dono ka safar jaari raha,
Ek lamhe ko ruke wo bhi nahi, main bhi nahi...
Chahte dono bahut ek dusre ko hain magar,
Ye haqiqat hain ke maante wo bhi nahi, main bhi nahi.........

Aaj phir unki yaad aa gayi...

A love poem...

White shadows, glistening in the darkness...

In their silhouette, I see those days fleeting by...

When I sought my heaven in your smiling eyes...

Absorbing life from their lustrous

When our laughters mingled into the common joy of love...

That old tune, which we once danced to...

It all comes back to me, as if ‘twas just yesterday...

You scribbled something on my palm, and I coyly smiled...

Strands of my hair on your shoulder...

Just when you planted a kiss on the nape of my neck...

That kindled the warmth of passion in every vein of my body...

My blood glowed...my heart raced...you held my pink face in your hands...

I trembled a little, I knew not what it was...

Just gave myself to you, all that I had...wanting to belong to you forever...

My little heart leapt up in sprightly motion, to have a taste of the sapphire skies...

These feet of mine are now tied to the ground...

But it was then...

Your arms round my waist, I wished to be burnt down in the scarlet fire

That oozed out of your amorous sighs, and fell on my face...

You held my hands in yours, and pledged undying love for me...

The clandestine union was witness to the sweet vows we exchanged...

I glided along the insane promptings of the heart,

Savouring the reminisces of the violet evening that wove pure magic...

And today...

I cling to the broken images, ruins of the forgotten love story,

Looking for reflections of those sun-kissed days and moonlit nights of togetherness...

Amidst the ravages of dilapidated walls that smack of the old love...

The latest song I can't help humming, & it's a sad one at that :(

Ab naam mohabbat ke, ilzaam toh aaya hai...
Tum jo bhi sazaa de do, sar humne jhukaya hai...
Tumne hi hasi di thi, tumne hi rulaya hai...
Kya pyaar me socha tha, kya pyaar me paaya hai...

Hai kya ye jo tere mere darmiyan hai...
Andekhi ansuni koi dastaan...

2010 revisited...

2010...A potpourri of events..ravaging tempests and still silences...resonance of laughter and tear-stains on my pillow...some exits and entrances...and some people whose worth I realized all the more...some ties severed and some bonds strengthened all over again...witnessed a sea of change...

But ultimately amidst all the hullabaloo, I was able to shed my cocoon, and emerge as a self-possessed, poised and resolute individual, who could flaunt her 'uniqueness' with panache...Yes, 2010 has taught me to be myself and never regret it...to do things my own way and never be apologetic about it, abide by my own principles, make my own rules, take decisions for myself and stick to them...my conviction in God and destiny were reaffirmed...I explored newere and better possibilites in me...in short, today I am the princess of my own realm...& I'm reigning supreme!!

Even though 2010 saw my life going through many a topsy-turvy phases, I didn’t let my will-power “dwindle, peak or pine”…Rather, I braved all storms with the unshakable faith that all’s gonna be well…This year witnessed all my previous cogitations and calculations being crushed mortally, yet with renewed gusto, I gathered back the scattered pieces and rejoin them together in order to give it a better shape and structure, with a stronger foundation…

On a lighter note, 2010 gave me myriad beautiful moments in the form of some amazing movies (in fact, this year marked my official foray in the arena of Hollywood flicks, and I enjoyed the stuff that I watchedJ ), and fantastic music…(something that my heart always thirsts for…), some soul-searching sessions with people that gave me better insight into life, and provoked profound reveries within me…in addition, I discovered some awesome spots of Kolkata…(my city finally seems to befriend me J), and in turn, I’m compelled to fall in love with the her)…I made some fabulous additions to my wardrobe that made me feel gorgeous :P

To add to the list, I received some wonderful gifts this year from few very dear ones, which I shall treasure for a lifetime!! I relished some nice delicacies, clicked snaps to my heart’s content ;), pampered my crazy whims and fancies, thus satiating my instinctual delights!! I earned ample generous compliments this year for different things, and I revel in them :D Thus to sum up, as I switch on the rewind button, I reminisce every little thing that made me smile, and made 2010 special, cherished…

In short, 2010 has been all about reflections, recollections, resolutions, resurrection, rectifications, revelations, and indeed…much, much more. Thanks to all the people who supported me in this journey inwards, and stood by me in the expedition I undertook towards self-discovery…near or far, I’m sure they know who they are…

This year, I wanna indulge, and maybe even spoil myself a little more…scale even greater heights in ‘madness’ and all its quintessential antics, keep things real and genuine, smile ear to ear, surge further ahead in my quest for dream-fulfillment, and usher in more of TLC (Tender, Love & Care)!!!!